ai-renn

I am alive! ...a fact that nobody knows. Because I have vanished on so many people. /bricked. 2011 has been off to a bad start for me on many fronts. Being sick all January, the workload, the stress, the self-doubt, the questions without answers... I will spare myself from having to further articulate what has been wrong these past three months. But thankfully I still have art as my therapy. Under the condition that PS doesn't feel like crashing. Because being mad is not exactly therapeutic. On that point, I think I should reinstall PS. It really is killing me.

Finally reunited with my tablet, which was barely used to begin with. Drawing with it and the brush tool is a whole lot easier than drawing with my mouse and the pen tool~ And not to mention the drawings actually look like I drew them. Been having doubts about real life stuff. Serious business. So it's really nice to pick up my stylus and just forget it all. --- Want to keep going with my Dubu painting http://fav.me/d2zw71o but I keep telling myself I should study instead. :/ I had a lot of time to procrastinate early on while I didn't have internet but now...nope. Can't afford to anymore.

But mostly on paper now. Currently, I have no tablet, mouse, or scanner and so doing stuff digitally is a big resounding NO. But I'm throwing crappy photos of my doodles into my scraps from time to time. And since it's my scraps, I know nobody sees them but lol thought I might as well, for whatever reason. xD Stuff like this: http://ai-renn.deviantart.com/art/Duality-171981612 And that was like...my second last piece of white paper. I'm out of country right now and didn't exactly pack any with me. D: